Singaporeans love good food and know how to get good bargains. However, in less-than-ideal moments, we complain and worry a lot. I am no exception.

I complain and worry (or I am ‘kiasu’) about many things like settling into my new job, comparing my new work environment with my previous one and those of my peers, fulfilling ministry responsibilities, facing criticisms, feeling I’m lagging behind my peers, being a lousy Christian, daughter, sister and friend.

The Israelites were known for grumbling against God and distrusting Him (Exodus 15-17). After being rescued from slavery in Egypt and despite God’s repeated miraculous and gracious work for them (like providing them with drinkable water on multiple occasions and food), they moaned and doubted His goodness each time they faced a new challenge.

Complaining and worry reveal our dissatisfaction with what God has given us and our lack of trust in His goodness. We are warned not to be like the Israelites who hardened their hearts to God, lest we have sinful, unbelieving hearts that turn away from Him (Hebrews 3:7-19).

Despite their grumbling hearts, God faithfully carried out His good plan and provided for His people. “If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you – you of little faith? So do not worry …” (Matthew 6:30,31). I continue to be plagued by my worries and complaints but I am thankful for God’s reassuring and illuminating Word, reminding me of His goodness and how I should live in response to Him.

May His truth percolate our hardened hearts so that we yield to His will and commands.

Genevive Chan serves as a volunteer in SJM.